I want to be so skinny, so that it kills him when he thinks about how he let me go. I want new loves to fall head over heels for me. I want to wear just a v-neck and jeans and look amazing. I want to walk around in my bikini at the beach and be flawless. I want those small thighs and that tiny waist. I want to go to the mall and know every store carries my size and every item of clothing will look amazing on me. I want to hear the “Wow! You look great!” and the “Did you lose weight?!” I want to wear big sweaters and look like the cutest, tiniest little thing. I want hear them say “Wow, she’s beautiful.” and not just “She’s really pretty, but kinda big.” I want the jealous stares and turning heads. I want to be comfortable where ever I am, no matter what I’m wearing.

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I want to be that girl. That pretty, skinny, flawlessly happy girl.